I lost my touch..

I lost my touch, it feels like..I lost everything...I dont know why I feel in that way...

Evening I suddenly started LFS and tried to drift in Fern Bay..back then I can drift in Fern Bay easily with minimal problems but today I cant even go through the first corner the way I used to be..the car's settings are not wrong...tyre pressure are alright..theres nothing wrong..theres SOMETHING wrong with MYSELF.

Well that in-fact isn't the biggest problem...I tried drifting on GT5P too..2 months ago when I'm drifting online im like Top 50 Drifters in GT5P but now its not..It's like turning from a silky smooth job to a total beginner (or noob that is). I can't even drift the IS-F right....goddamn it!

The way I talk to peoples in my opinion got weird these few days, perhaps my past is haunting me right now..But I dont think thats the main cause. Whenever people reply short messages, my mood turns down..When the word O comes in...My mood will be like from green to red....But somehow I think that I also reply short messages...and thats BAD...I dont like that..I'm not used to be like this...

EVERYTHING GOES WRONG RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE, THE ONLY DAMN THING THAT IS GOOD IS I BOUGHT UNCHARTED 2! OTHER THAN THAT, ALL ARE CRAP!